- So Cold I Need A Bowl Of Soup To Warm My Toes -

I've decided to remove the automatic music player from my blog. It's REALLY obnoxious A) because you can't turn it up/down/off and B) because it's usually the same song for weeks.. by the time I get it changed- I am so sick of it and never want to hear that song again. SO- goodbye automatic blog music. I'm thinking I'll post a favorite song of the day/week on the left side of the page somewhere. Or the top. Whatever. Just the title, no music. And repeats are allowed because I just REALLY REALLY like some artists/songs.

- Greener With The Scenery -

I'm so excited to be at Utah State again in a month. SERIOUSLY-I CANNOT WAIT. After doing this summer sales job, I miss even the worst of my USU memories. Ahh! School, please come already!

A few pics of freshman fun:



Oh and.. 1/10 of the LDS doors I knock on have pleasurable people behind them. And it's really fun talking to 9 meanies in order to talk to that 1 likable person but.. it's just burning me out. So I've decided to make the long journey home a little bit early. I'll be heading home on Monday. Bye bye Moses Lake! I hope I never see you again. Ha.

- Don't Tell Me It's Over -

Leish and I went to Viewmont this morning and chatted with Busk and looked through the new yearbook- Whoa, a lot better than ours? I think that might be so. The cover is kinda lame-- but the inside is dang cool for the most part. After, we went and chilled in the commons for a bit since school was out at 12:30 because of spring fling.

I seriously enjoyed seeing everyone that was still there. I saw my little brother, Rossy, then ran into Mc k, Bryson, Ali, Levi Johnson, Maryelle, Anna, Jared, Jessica Jones, Kim and just a bundle of people that I havn't seen for too long. Man, I miss all that. AS LAME AS THAT SOUNDS/IS-- I miss high school, Still, And I'm a sophomore in College.

I've been thinking a lot about that, high school I mean, and I should have juiced it for all it was worth. I feel like I wasted that totally awesome few years of my life. Now, hanging out with Levi and other people I graduated with, I compare my life to theirs and it's like- Hello- Why didn't I live it up before responsibility hit me in the face? Why didn't I talk to people? Why did I have a boyfriend basically my whole senior year? Why didn't I ever try to make friends in my grade? Why did I ever feel awkward or out of place? Everyone in high school was just as insignificant to the world as I was-- Why didn't I realize this? Ha. Regrets about high school... I just got to make sure that I don't feel the same way about college when it's all said and done.

A few updates:

I...
Leave back to Washington on the 31st, so- Sunday.
Got Megan Bell the most perfect birthday present while I was at the store yesterday.
Sent off a letter and a package to Levi already. I can't wait until he replies!!!!
Finally hung out with and saw Brooke's, Stef's, and Jackie's house. It's dang cool.
Have spent way too much money while I've been home.
Got glasses.
Got the new Sounds album. YA!
Loved the Keva I drank yesterday. Mm.. Another one please.
Got pooped on by a bird today! on my face :( EW.

- Goodbye Waves And Driveways -

Levi and I have participated in plenty of final goodbyes during the past month.. but tonight was seriously our last goodbye, for two years. Levi was set apart as a missionary at 9:15 PM and leaves tomorrow morning at 10:00 for the MTC.
Mono and a plane ticket can't save separation this time.

Sad.
ULTRA Sad.

- The Words We Say -

Ok.. So, I flew home on Saturday. And I leave back to Washington on the 31st of May. Which is kind of a bummer, because Ben and Tammi get back SOMETIME the beginning of June and I'm going to miss them by [ ] <--- this much probably. That makes me sad because I have missed them and I don't want to wait another three months to see them.
I attended Levi's farewell yesterday- and he had no idea I was in town and didn't think I was coming so.. It was a surprise and surprised he was. He did a FANTASTIC job on his talk. Really really well done- especially considering he was on vacation for two weeks straight and threw his talk together the day before he had to give it. Super awesome.

Being home has been alright, it's nice to be here but at the same time, I just want to jump up and go play.. And I can't/ am not allowed :(. BUMMER.

I wonder if my swimming suit ever made it to my apartment in Logan.. I sure hope it did because I want it.

- Dull Life -

Last night I left my apartment for the last time. I can't believe my Freshman year of college is already over. Kinda sad.. But I currently am liking the idea that time goes by so fast.

My first year of college was a real learning experience. I learned about roommate qualities that I hope I never have, and qualities that I hope I do. I learned never to take a 7:30 class. I learned if you always have a bad roommate, you probably are the bad roommate. I learned of the great Sully Sullivan. I learned high school is completely different than real life. I learned that I miss highschool. I learned that just because the class sounds fun - Computer Science, Poly Sci - doesn't mean it is. In fact, it probably means you're GPA will deeply suffer if you take those classes. ha. I learned that Logan isn't as cold as people say, it just has crappy weather all the time. I learned to more so appreciate my mothers cooking. I learned to cook. I learned to avoid all nighters. I learned to avoid The Howl. I learned to avoid Megan King. I learned that I love wireless internet.. which my family doesn't have- and my sister has to get on right now so... I'll add more later.

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